Depression Relapse

That day, I thought I saw my ex-big boss during the transit. Naturally I didn't stop but passed by his side in the midst of moving crowds. Yet I could catch a glimpse, without turning back, of him looking back to me in split of seconds. That night, I recalled my working experience under him. And my depression episode.

Girlfriend passed away. Suffered low back pain for the following entire month. Inevitable resignation. Subsequent 4 months of self-mental torturing and jobless ordeal. I couldn't resist but to feel melancholic and depressed again. Should I just migrate to another country to start a new life with new people again."